In this blog post, I reflect upon my grow as an engineer from early childhood to understand why I never created much things of my own, and what I want to do differently, now that I have become aware of my shortcoming.

In this blog post, I attempt to distill what I have learn about building an attention mechanism for LLM in an easy to digest format. It is heavily inspirted by the content of Sebastian Raschka’s Build a Large Language Model (From Scratch) with extra notation to make the content more clear to newcomer.

In this blog post, I talk about why it takes so long for me to come to term with my writting, the significant of writing to me, and why I encourage everyone else to also write for themselves.